Friday, November 13, 2009

Please people gimme your thoughts of my internet love related sceptical?

Hi people, I knew this guy from chatroom, about a year before. First time we met, he already captured my heart. He is a family type and never get away without family, which I like because of the strong family bond.





After met him, I’ve stopped searching %26amp; chatting in any chatroom. I believe I met somebody that I wanna know better and leave all the chatting matters behind.





So far our relationship having ups %26amp; downs. Sometimes few thing that he did such as kept quiet for about 2 weeks after we met really makes me feel sad and I told him that I wanna more communication, maybe daily hi or maybe hi me at least 3 days in a while. It’s not because I don’t wanna do this but when I asked him to movie he will said he doesn’t have car, when I have a famous band ticket ( I won a contest) and ask him to join me he doesn’t return my call to said the confirmation but when I’m online, then he hi me and said can’t make it. Such quite rude for not even return my call and have some courtesy to say a word.





I don’t know… maybe I’m too over for him? I did just silence and tried forget him. i managed to forget him but out of sudden he will call me and that’s just destroy whatever I tried to forget him. I don’t know why I am so easily melt just to listen hi from him back. And I can’t tolerate anymore that, when he call to meet up, he will call me at 6pm to meet up at 8pm. Many times I told him that I felt like I’m his last minute choice to meet up. He said that he have 1 family car so he can’t really promise to meet up earlier or make appointment few days earlier because his father %26amp; brother using car (he is still in college pursuing full time degree). What do u think people? And when we meet up, when I suggest we gor for movie and I wanna pay for that (sometimes in a while, because he’s student who might have no extra money) he never up to my choice. He will said that movie is 2 hours and he have to be home very soon. So we end up driving on the road and sometimes just for him to ask me perform pleasure things on him. Is that fair??? I don’t mind doing that but this is everytime we meet up. I felt being used for that purpose.





And 1 big thing. I’m always thinking that if we know each other from chatroom, it might possibly that he might doing this same thing with other people. After I met him I stopped all public chatting in public chatrooms stuffs and only chat with people who already on my list e.g. him, my colleagues %26amp; my fren. No new list anymore. Because.. I wanna know this guy.





Yesterday, I have a gut telling myself to join a public chatroom and there, I saw his nickname ID. Means.. he still searching for more new %26amp; new contacts. Whereas different from what he confess that he din’t go to chatroom anymore just chat with people already on the list. I can’t imagine he still hi %26amp; hello girls etc there in chatroom. And lately I’ve been receiving hi from stranger ID saying that got my ID from chat list but I knew it is him. The way he talked and words used similar as him. That stranger pretend asking me do I ever been naughty, do I have a boyfren, etc. What the hell he think of me?! I knew it’s him and I did tell that I know he is there %26amp; no good playing this pretending games on me.





I’m very optimistic %26amp; excited to know this guy before.. but now, I doubt yet, I still have feelings towards him (only if he change %26amp; no more chatting %26amp; finding new people). I’m very honest to him, never even play stupid pretending games just to check on him like he did. Should I leave or remain? I truly care about him he’s very endearing to me %26amp; I miss him he’s like apple of my eyes. But I can’t stand his childish behavior although he’s younger 3 years than me why can’t he grow up %26amp; listen when I say something to him?





And to those you people who know about this, do people we know from chatroom will kept on searching more chatters to test their market? Do they kept addicted to this chatting stuffs %26amp; will kept going on %26amp; on till forever? I heard many successful internet relationship before but looks like mine is impossible..? I don’t play games with people %26amp; I trust honesty is the best policy but I still remains like this %26amp; still searching. Is that wrong for me to be honest %26amp; good %26amp; avoid playing games? People, help me %26amp; thank you much.. I love you, you’ve made my day…





Regards from me,


ms.exclusifv

Please people gimme your thoughts of my internet love related sceptical?
drop this guy!!!!he should at LEAST send you a message saying hi every day.It's waht keeps a relationship going.Listen to your instincts...most of the time they're right.


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